"Are you some sort of ghostly deity? Are you man in spirit form? Are you a thought that can not be understood until all physical aspects of my humanity have died away? I sense your presence as though you are in the room. I picture you as though I met you long ago and am now left to remember you in my minds eye. I idealize you as a man with all power and knowledge and yet that still limits your character to a dark shadow of your true self. What are you? Incomprehensible."